I published this article, written by my daughter, some months ago. At the time I commented that, although it saddened me that she was unable to truly support me, I was very proud of what she had written. However, in the light of recent events, I have been wondering how to respond to her, showingContinue reading “A Commentary for my Daughter!”
I have an appointment for the Gender Identity Clinic on Thursday (January 30th) at 1:30 PM! Resolution 2: tick Now Resolution 3 is urgent!
During the last six years I have become increasingly aware of how important the teenage and pre-teen years are. This is when boys and girls experiment with looks, ethics, beliefs, attitude and many other things. For most this is an experience that will set them on a path for life, helping to shape career, orientation,Continue reading “Teenage Revisited”
I am a step closer to achieving (2) as I have found the letter asking me to make my follow-up GIC appointment. It would seem that I have already been prevaricating for 3 1/2 months. I will send an email tomorrow!
It is New Year’s Eve and I am sitting teaching my son Advanced Higher maths (or math if you follow the American convention). We went “sales”shopping yesterday and l bought a new, beautiful Christmas jumper in the Next sale; I am wearing it tonight to the children’s teenage NYE party. I am excited about thisContinue reading “New Year Resolutions”
Recently, I have begun a new addition to my tucking routine. I read about it years ago but have never been brave enough to try it before now. Even using control knickers it is very difficult to remove all evidence of my “maleness.” If somebody was to do a “Donald” and grab me by theContinue reading “Tucking Update”
The main difficulty with removing the “crotch bulge” is that the only place to put it is between the legs, otherwise, with any form of tight clothing at all, an outline will be visible. In order to do this it is necessary to move the testicles out of the way! Now, the obvious thing toContinue reading “Tucking – part III – Inguinal Canals”
When I first started out on this long and tortuous journey l read everything I could find on how to hide the fact that I had a penis. Several articles that I now know were written by drag queens extolled the virtues of “Gaffer” or “Duck” tape. Two of them actually suggested wrapping the endContinue reading “Tucking pt 2 – Gaffer Tape”
If you attend any wedding or any other formal occasion in Scotland you will come across many men wearing a skirt – otherwise known as a kilt. Have you ever wondered why they wear their purse or “Sporan” hanging down the front of their kilt? Sure, they don’t have pockets but really it is thereContinue reading “Tucking Pt 1 – Crotch Bulge”
I said in my previous post that I would discuss hurting myself in my next post, so here it is. Not long after I came out to my wife I noticed a very distinct burning sensation, literally starting in my right testicle and moving through my urethra. I remember feeling hopeful that, because I hadContinue reading “Self Harm, Part II”